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"So just keep that in mind."     

+jeremy jordan;  +this made me bawl in the best way;  +it strikes all the best chords it's so amazingly inspiring and touching;  +such an important story;  +and then the rendition of 'santa fe' following it is fucking gorgeous;  +this just means the world to me and it's so uplifting and I hope it inspires you too;  +*;  +:');  +also tagging:;  +jiimmycollins;  +it's 4:30 am but I'm posting this anyway;  +also *movie oops...too late to fix it now;  



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+personal;  



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+personal;  +depression cw;  



YOU BEING BITTER ABOUT NOT HAVING THE URL YOU DESERVE IS WHAT GIVES ME LIFE
Anonymous

Well, I mean…

+Anonymous;  +Arthurs asks;  



"Depression is humiliating. It turns intelligent, kind people into zombies who can’t wash a dish or change their socks. It affects the ability to think clearly, to feel anything, to ascribe value to your children, your lifelong passions, your relative good fortune. It scoops out your normal healthy ability to cope with bad days and bad news, and replaces it with an unrecognizable sludge that finds no pleasure, no delight, no point in anything outside of bed. You alienate your friends because you can’t comport yourself socially, you risk your job because you can’t concentrate, you live in moderate squalor because you have no energy to stand up, let alone take out the garbage. You become pathetic and you know it. And you have no capacity to stop the downward plunge. You have no perspective, no emotional reserves, no faith that it will get better. So you feel guilty and ashamed of your inability to deal with life like a regular human, which exacerbates the depression and the isolation.
Depression is humiliating.
If you’ve never been depressed, thank your lucky stars and back off the folks who take a pill so they can make eye contact with the grocery store cashier. No one on earth would choose the nightmare of depression over an averagely turbulent normal life.
It’s not an incapacity to cope with day to day living in the modern world. It’s an incapacity to function. At all. If you and your loved ones have been spared, every blessing to you. If depression has taken root in you or your loved ones, every blessing to you, too.
Depression is humiliating.
No one chooses it. No one deserves it. It runs in families, it ruins families. You cannot imagine what it takes to feign normalcy, to show up to work, to make a dentist appointment, to pay bills, to walk your dog, to return library books on time, to keep enough toilet paper on hand, when you are exerting most of your capacity on trying not to kill yourself. Depression is real. Just because you’ve never had it doesn’t make it imaginary. Compassion is also real. And a depressed person may cling desperately to it until they are out of the woods and they may remember your compassion for the rest of their lives as a force greater than their depression. Have a heart. Judge not lest ye be judged."
- Pearl (via psych2go)
+horrifically accurate;  +this is what my life is like right now;  +I'm seeking help but this is what it's like;  +depression cw;  +quotes;  



The Bachelor

+andy mientus;  +samantha hill;  +nikki m james;  +lesmizbway;  +*;  +1k;  



you're a fucking dork
jiimmycollins

+jiimmycollins;  +Arthurs asks;  



dioburandou:

there are urls that i want and there are urls that i deserve

+[innocent whistling];  +...;  +[not-so-casual coughing];  



paulinefleming:

My dad just sent me this. I’m laughing SO hard.

paulinefleming:

My dad just sent me this. I’m laughing SO hard.

+YES;  +jiimmycollins;  +jeremy jordan;  +bless;  



"Ignoring your passion is slow suicide. Never ignore what your heart pumps for. Mold your career around your lifestyle not your lifestyle around your career."
- (via marnied)
+suicide mention;  +quotes;  



+meds;  



mimimarqquez:

fanaticfandom:

Jeremy Jordan performing Morning Glow from Pippin. 

+in love;  +jeremy jordan;  +babe babe baby babe babe;  +i'm all choked up;  +pippin;  +audio;  



+the original picture is horrible quality so I did my best but mainly the point here is:;  +they're boyfriends;  +kyle bishop;  +jimmy collins;  +bishlins;  +*;  +smash*;  



Everything you do, let it come from you. Then it will be new. Give us more to see. 🌸
Anonymous

+So now I have a;  +Sondheim anon;  +Arthurs asks;  +cheer up tag;  +Anonymous;  



glindatheoperaghost:

I don’t think I’m even a human being anymore I’m like 97% musical theatre and 3% tea

+tea/coffee;  +but yeah;